-n g an t u k-

Jam da menunjukkan 10 pagi, n Tuan Buchuk still tak tido lagi dari semalam. Mana taknye, dia dok bertungkus lumus menyiapkan essei yang perlu dihantar hari ni. Nasib baik sempat siap, kalau tak haru gak. Dengan tersiapnye essei tu, maka Tuan Buchuk secara officiallynye ah, tinggal 1 lagi kerja yang perlu dia siapkan, iaitu tugasan subject webprogramming…

Tuan Buchuk tak nak fikir sangat ttg kerja tu, sbb bagi dia, asalkan siap je.. bukan ape, badan and jasad Tuan Buchuk kat Korea ni, tp paler otak dia, jiwa raga dia da berada kat Malaysia. Dah berapa malam dia dok mimpikan Malaysia. Hihi.. rindu sakan mamat tu kat kampung halaman, ingatkan da hampir 5 tahun lebey berada kat korea, da takda penyakit homesick ni, tp ada lagi. Isk2.. manja btoi Tuan Buchuk ni….

Tuan Buchuk still tak plan ape2 utk dibuat time kat malaysia nnti. Maybe melepak kat rumah, and kalau ada masa, gi dating ngan awek dia. Maybe setiap ahad and rabu Tuan Buchuk akan ke KT utk g date.. agak penat disitu gak, tp, awek punyer pasai, Tuan Buchuk sanggup redah… hehehe…

Apo yang pasti, time kat Malaysia nnti, Tuan Buchuk da nekad nak makan sbyk yang mungkin. Bagi Tuan Buchuk, Malaysia adalah syurga makanan. Hoho…but, mampukah Tuan Buchuk nak makan sumer makanan yang dia listkan tu??? Mana taknye.. harga makanan da makin hari makin naik.. nasi kosong lauk ikan keli goreng da 7 ringgit.. isk2.. dasatnye..nnti dating bawak bekal sendiri ah dari rumah.. senang.. huhuhuhu…

 

-exam-

Buchuk kembali menulis2.. setelah sekian lama tak menulis.. tp, Buchuk tak kesah pon, sbb Buchuk rasa tak ramai yang tau ttg blog ni, and tak ramai yang baca.. tp takpe ah, Buchuk tak kesah, sbb Buchuk tau, masih ada ag yang setia singgah kat sini ^^v

OK.. skrg, Buchuk sedang menemani Tuan Buchuk stay up, sbb skrg musim exam.. Tuan Buchuk baca2 ape yang patut, sambil2 layan lagu2 jiwang.. ( tak abis2 ngan jiwang dia tu )..

Pas abis exam nanti, Tuan Buchuk akan balik ke malaysia, bercuti.. wawawa.. best2.. ngan kata lain, Buchuk juga akan dibawa pulang bersama nanti..

Ok lah.. takleh nak menulis panjang… kasi ruang kat Tuan Buchuk study.. Good Luck !!!

 

-a d i o s-

 

-Not Afraid To Stand Alone-

STAND ALONE

Chorus
I am not afraid to stand alone….
I am not afraid to stand alone…. If Allah is by my side
I am not afraid to stand alone…. Everything will be alright
I am not afraid to stand alone…. Gonna keep my head up high

Single mother raising her children
Now she’s a Muslim
Started praying and wearing a headscarf
Was a healing for her heart

Struggling with no one to lean on
But with prayer she would be strong
Got a job but then she was laid off
Got a better education and it paid off

Got a call for a job that she dreamed of
Close by, great pay -she was in love – they said…
They brought her in, said she’s the number one pick
You got the job, but you gotta lose the outfit”

It’s a tough position that they put me in
Cause Ive been struggling with my two children
But I’ll continue looking for a job again
My faith in my religion now will never bend

Chorus

Peer pressure, they were insisting
And I was resisting
Some days I felt I would give in
Just wanted to fit in

I know when I’m praying and fasting’
They be teasing and laughing
So I called to my Lord for the power
For the strength every day, every hour…

Then one day there’s a new Muslim teacher
Single mom and the people respect her
Just seeing her strength I get stronger
They can break my will no longer

You don’t see me sweating when they’re jokes’re cracking
Never see me cussing’ with my pants saggin’
I aint never running yo I’m still standing
I ride with Allah to the very end

Chorus

I am not afraid to stand alone…

Now, I’m a tough one, who can bear their blows
The rest play dumb, they don’t dare say no
Scared of being shunned, but its clear they know
I aint never gonna run, I aint scared no more….

Man, these sisters be resolute
Never stressed when the rest say they wasn’t cute
And the get the respect of the other youth
Come best with the dress yo and that’s the truth

These sisters are strong gonna hand it down
So me I’m a brotha gotta stand my ground
I aint gonna shudder, when the gangs around
Peer pressure whatever, its my planet now

Others may fall, I’mma hold my own
With Allah’s help I’ll be strong as stone
And I’mma be brave and let Al Islam be shown
Cause you I know I not afraid to stand alone

 

-s a l a h-

Bila kita buat salah, ape perlu kita buat? Diam? Buat2 tak tahu? Tak mengaku kesalahan? Atau salahkn org lain? Mana option yang org selalu amik? Oh ya, Buchuk lupe nak letak satu lagi option.. memohon maaf atas kesalahan tersebut….

Manusia biasa tak mungkin terlepas dari melakukan kesilapan dan kesalahan. Manusia biasa tidak sempurna, musti ada cacat, musti ada kekurangan. Biler melakukan kesalahan, perbetoikan kesalahan tersebut. Kaji balik, fikir dan muhasabah diri, mana silap kita, mengapa kita lakukan kesalahan tersebut? Jangan kita terus menerus melakukan kesilapan yang sama. Berpegang lah pada pepatah, pisang tidakkan berbuah dua kali.